""What do you think? There was a man who had two sons. He went to the first and said, 'Son, go and work today in the vineyard.' "'I will not,' he answered, but later he changed his mind and went. Then the father went to the other son and said the same thing. He answered, 'I will, sir,' but he did not go""- Matthew 21:28-30 (NIV).
I can identify with the second son. We say yes, yes, Lord...send me. We truly want God to use us for His kingdom, but many times we put conditions on His requests, whether we like to admit it or not: it's not convenient, I don't have the resources, I'm tired, that's not my gift, I just don't enjoy doing that sort of thing. God asks you to do something and your reasoning begins to wrestle with your spirit. You know, deep down,what is right, but you just don't want to have to do it, so you resolve that you'll do the next thing God brings your way. Jesus asked, "Which of the two did what his father wanted?" (v.31a). Which one of the two do you want to be? It's alright not to want to do the work; but, it's not alright to be disobedient when God asks you to go and work. Our Triune God said, "If you love Me, keep My commandments" (John 14:15). Loving God boils down to being obedient to God. Though Jesus asked the Father to remove the cup of suffering He was about to endure on the cross, He was still obedient. We can pray for God to remove something in our life, but it should always end with us being obedient. Where has God asked you to go and work today? Better question: Are you going to go?